1. I am empathetic
2. I am caring…
isnt it sad now a days that those two qualities are somehow turned bad? Nothing specific has happened to make me write this i just need to get it off my chest (like anyone is actually going to read this)… I have learned recently that i am VERY empathetic with the people that come into my life… i feel what they feel so much that if they are having a bad that that when i try to cheer them up, i in turn become sad… i feel their pain… on one hand this is a blessing because it makes me more caring/ shows that i have a mission oriented heart.. but on the other hand it flat out fucking sucks! Caring for people like you care for yourself is not an easy task emotionally… i am still learning to handle separating my feelings with those of my friends/family/interests… when they are hurting… i am sometimes envious of those that can just look at emotional things so analytically..without getting their hearts wrapped up in it.. dont get me wrong i love that i can feel people out and read them, but it kinda sucks sometimes that i care… like caring about people in 2013 is a bad thing… what happened to that universal love people have for those who they come across, especially when that person is down?… hear me tho when i say that i am in no way, shape or form the best person out there or the most caring person or even best friend… because im not… im a human and fail someone at least once a day , im sure… but when i put my heart into people… i go big or go home
maybe thats my problem… not that i care, but that i care too much…. thats what people telll me at least… i dont understand how caring for those in your life is so bad, but our generation is so much about “ME” that i believe that is why caring is taboo now. if we were all focused outside of our damn heads, we might be able to see the bigger picture and get back to the basics of care… instead of saying caring for someone, as long as I do me first.